I don't know how to move on

Today I was trilled because I just didn't know how to handle some things :/ 

and it goes totally in the wrong direction.

How am I suppose to get my heart under controll,

how can I say everything is good if the opposite is the truth?

How can I move on with my life

but without you?

So many questions and simply nothing I can do to answer them

nothing to be me again

nothing to move on 

maybe it will get better in time

but not good again.

and

I just feel so lost :3

*listen*

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